have not posted in a bit
Not sure if anyone reads this. lol, but I have posted in a bit
I still love my bikes, they prevent me from reinacting Alex's dreams from Clockwork Orange.
My company is listless and secretly plotting to carve up the business like a Turkey.
I am learning new great stuff at work. None of which is relevant to what I do. Because of this I fell like I am 'Fucking for celibacy', but hey learning Veritas is useful.
Most of my friends from work are gone.
Stock in Xanax has gone up due to the above.
My use of Xanax goes down with a bottle of wine.
I love my wife.
I am broke, which actually I kinda find refreshing (this I need to look into more).
I usually cannot remember what I did yesterday clearly. I think I am just not forming memories of certain things.
I find the idea of owning a house retarded at this point.
I go to work, do what needs to be done, and feel like I should be doing more, when I am not really allowed too.
I feel a detachment from my team although I really like all of them.
'Friends' stop being friendly and act as if I am the first episode of Star Trek, the one without Shatner.
I have discovered to my dismay that as we get older we become cowards. People seem to take to passive aggressive tactics as opposed to outright confrontation. I see nothing wrong with a good ass beating every now and then. Given and taken. People seem to have this sense of security that since we are older and have jobs that they cannot get fuct up. Sadly I think alot of times they are right, but maybe, just maybe they need to re-evaluate this point of view.
I got 2 Audi's a nice house, a badass TV or 2, and $20k in bikes (only 4 bikes) and I miss being poor in Richmond LOL.
PEACE!!!
I still love my bikes, they prevent me from reinacting Alex's dreams from Clockwork Orange.
My company is listless and secretly plotting to carve up the business like a Turkey.
I am learning new great stuff at work. None of which is relevant to what I do. Because of this I fell like I am 'Fucking for celibacy', but hey learning Veritas is useful.
Most of my friends from work are gone.
Stock in Xanax has gone up due to the above.
My use of Xanax goes down with a bottle of wine.
I love my wife.
I am broke, which actually I kinda find refreshing (this I need to look into more).
I usually cannot remember what I did yesterday clearly. I think I am just not forming memories of certain things.
I find the idea of owning a house retarded at this point.
I go to work, do what needs to be done, and feel like I should be doing more, when I am not really allowed too.
I feel a detachment from my team although I really like all of them.
'Friends' stop being friendly and act as if I am the first episode of Star Trek, the one without Shatner.
I have discovered to my dismay that as we get older we become cowards. People seem to take to passive aggressive tactics as opposed to outright confrontation. I see nothing wrong with a good ass beating every now and then. Given and taken. People seem to have this sense of security that since we are older and have jobs that they cannot get fuct up. Sadly I think alot of times they are right, but maybe, just maybe they need to re-evaluate this point of view.
I got 2 Audi's a nice house, a badass TV or 2, and $20k in bikes (only 4 bikes) and I miss being poor in Richmond LOL.
PEACE!!!
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9:53 PM
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