god I am tired

been up since 9am yesterday... feel like hell all strung out and edgy. I think we are all like that right now here. this is supposed to be fun but its like visualization during an intervention. sadly I have been sober and feel like this lol. I wanna be at home with my wife, my pets , my bikes, and my bed. atlanta makes me realize why I should never live in the south. I really feel like an alien here, maybe I am just closed up mentally right now. edginess, misunderstanding, and oddness run rampant.